Life in A Dark Side

This is the story of a guy struggling in his life. Let's assume the name of the guy as Jack. Jack was a 13 year old guy. Who was studying in his college. He was an average student. Jack was from a lower middle class family.

He was doing his studies. His family had many financial problems too. He was really mentally disturbed that time. At that time he was constantly bullied at college because he was sick.

Yes, this guy was bullied because he was stressed out on his studies. The Education System was not that good on his college. But, he still managed to pass out. Then, he met a girl in his life, assume the name as Rose. He started friendship with her. She also became a good friend of him.

They used to talk a lot in the late night. They used to hang out a lot. They slowly started to love each other. Jack sometimes went to her house to meet her. Their relationship was going well. They were deeply in love with each other.

Jack was so busy with her that he forgot to focus on his goals. Then his life started to waste. He was not aware of his goals and she also started failing her exams. One day they were on a call with each other. Suddenly she referred him as as his brother. He was shocked to hear that because the person he loved told him brother.

Jack was also a porn addict and he was masturbated by thinking of her. That's why he easily became angry when she spits some jokes with him. Modern Science can claim that masturbation is normal but it doesn't shows the harsh effects of masturbation too. 

Later he called her and she was saying him as an uncle. He was really astonished that what is happening in his life. Then he really went to trauma after hearing that. Then one fine day he found out that she was suffering from Alzheimer. He was disheartened by hearing it.

Then the worst time of his life started. Whenever he called her she didn't pick up the call. Instead her mother always picked up the call. One day he was so frustrated that he asked her mother that why she was not picking up the call. Her mother replied she is studying.

Jack was really worried about her because she can't remember a single name and she couldn't study at that situation because she was suffering from Alzheimer. Then he tried many times but her mother blocked his call.

Jack was so tired that he slowly started to destroy his life. He became like a mad. He used to beat his head and tortured himself and he told himself that why I fell in love with her. He asked himself a question that she proposed him firstly but why do he fell for her.

After that his life started to become worst. His life was becoming painful for whom he loved. He started to continuously call her but her mother always picked up the call. Her mother only knew that they were just friends. So she started yelling at him.

Then at last he gave up on her. He moved on with his life, first three years was really difficult for him. He started to look out for a job. He prepared for his interview and got a job. His life was changed.

Masturbation was also a cause for him to lose his love because he was having anxiety, depression and he was obsessed too. He suffered from ED (Erectile Disfunction) & PE (Premature Ejaculation).You must know the story of John Wick too. Later he was diagnosed with these diseases and it took a lot of time to recover his health.

Masturbation made him so frustrated that he can't even tolerate her jokes when she cracked on him. This is the lesson that he learned from his life.

Then he moved on with his life and started making his Career on it. The way he learnt from his life and he started the No-Fap journey of his life.

What do we learn from this?

1. Love is not so much important in life.
2. As in Bollywood or Hollywood it's been represented as love is real eternal thing that's completely wrong
3. I am not saying that don't love but learn to prioritise the things in your life.
4. If you have a job then I'm not anyone to say that don't have a relationship or something.
5. Prioritize the work first then when you are tired then you can spend some time with your loved ones.
6. Not everyone have a relationship but don't worry if you have your parents love them.